Date: 2018-05-05 14:28
Alright I been with my boyfriend for two years and tree months now. (September 68,7559 )First time I ever saw him was Aug6,7565 in Cali for my Birthday, my friend , her mom and my brother took me since they wanted to go to sixflags. (I live in Arizona and he lives in California, about 8 hours or so from me) Then he came to my house for 65day (work only gave him that much)and then I saw him again in June 8, 7566, he came for my graduation, he stayed only three days and had to leave b-cuz work only gave him tree days. He worked from to . went to his house which is two hours and then 8hours to my house and got here at . so come on for a guy that works like that everyday on a tractor and then drive all night for a girl. Then I saw him on Aug6, 7566 for my birthday he picked me up and took me to his house but he was working still so I only saw him on the weekends and got to be with his family. On the 78th of that month his whole family brought me home and he could only stay a night b-cuz his mom had to work the next day and also my mother kept telling me she wanted me home already. He is now 75 and I am 69, we talk every single day, he works all the time and now just opened his own tires shop. Everyday I tell him about when will he will be able to come and well his always working sometimes his even working two jobs. But right now since the money he makes, goes to buying more tires and to bills and the rent of the shop so he doesn 8767 t have any money for himself. He loves his mother and *censored* brothers as if he was their father, so ya if we 8767 re to get married he can 8767 t ever leave them it would have to be me that goes with him and i 8767 m alright with that. My mom doesn 8767 t want me to work, drive or go with him to live she only wants him to come, I don 8767 t start *censored* till next month, so for six whole months I could of been in Cali with him till *censored* started but my mom doesn 8767 t want me to go b-cuz she thinks I 8767 m going to be doing naughty things and might never come back. Yes I am 69 but she makes it so hard to leave, she say harbble things about what will happen if i leave. I love her but she doesn 8767 t get that she has to let me grow up, that i 8767 m gonna fall and no ones gonna be there to pick me or for me but God. I have told her so but gets mad and runs to her room or tells me if I want to go then to go but to never come back, and well I love my mother, how can I just tell leave? I feel bad to not see my father even though he doesn 8767 t live with me and wasn 8767 t with my my whole *censored*hood life. The last time I was at his house he told me he wanted me to stay and I said the only way that would be possible was for us to be married and he asked me and I said yes. He said he would buy the ring and come in November and give it to me in front of my family. I kept asking him if he was sure the whole last week I was with him and he was sure but once i was home on the phone he said only if we live together and with a ring but no PAPERS. I want papers though b-cuz its the right thing, its sinful, even though me and him ya already. And so it was off and then a moth after told me he really wanted me to take the ring (buy one first) but no papers and I got mad and said no. He wants a family, and well so do I and I want to be with him and I know for a fact he doesn 8767 t cheat and I know for sure he loves me. My mom doesn 8767 t care and will keep saying no no matter what and his mom loves me and his mom already wants us together too but she told me with papers people seem to divorce more, its better with no papers and well he thinks the same but I told him I would never leave him and that he says the same thing too, we are not other people! What to do?